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singapore navy biathlon 2005

almost had you ;
but i guess that doesn't cut it

singapore biathlon today. well basically i did quite alright, overall 8th. achieved my target of top 10, although i would have liked it if i had come in before "arch rivals" jina woo and clarissa something. heh. well well well. i did quite badly for the run. i was 4th out of water, then i dropped to 8th for the run. my, my. i amaze myself. oh yes, i think i met thiock there. he cheered for me, and i'm really appreciative. i do hope i wasn't hallucinating. i keep on meeting my sch teachers nowadays. last week it was klui.

just some words and phrases to summarize the whole experience, i got:

  1. my body marked
  2. lost in the sea during the swim
  3. bitten by sea insects
  4. an eyewear malfunction during transition
  5. beaten by a lot of people i could have beaten
  6. aching muscles

you know what? i really really miss the rgs track and field people. i guess not many, or maybe none of them come here, esp since quite a few ppl don't know my pword. but yea, i'd just like to say to the rgs long d seniors especially, i really miss you guys! :( i think i'm going to write them all a card or something. starting to feel really distant from them.

this year looks like it's going to be full of a lot of change. either equal to or more than last year. i'm scared. okay well, normal school is gonna start soon.
just a few goals for the coming term:
x keep up with school work
x be on task about pb and richard stuff, don't lose motivation
x train harder- more swimming, running, biking
x set reasonable targets for all the upcoming competitions
x be more organised
x eat less, lose weight and fat
x spend my time efficiently

okay i guess that's it...just a few shoutouts.

ZHIINGX ; a thousand apologies to zhiying. i was supposed to write an entry on pb camp dedicated to you, but i've been quite busy with training and now i have no mood to talk about pb camp x( i'm so sorry zhiying. but anyhow, i'd really like to thank you for being my faithful fellow mynewt-taker and sludgey lover. thank you for making time at pb camp so much more meaningful and fun! gunkedeskans forever! i still have the serviette btw (: i love you zhiying!

JOOPIE ; hey you know it's been a great first term being ur seat partner as well as threetenfieler. i don't know how i could have survived without you there laughing at my jokes that nobody else found funny (: really... going to miss being your seat partner. i'm always here if you need me. trash girl, you rockkk.

FUNAGI ; you guys made pb camp a blastttt. i loved our fiel moments we had after. to me, that was much much more than i could've asked for a march holidays reward. i have always been and will always be so so so happy to be part of fielmente. adelante fielmente!

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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